| ref.ed: 111 | |
| folio: 44 | |
| The fantasy of my harte | |
| That may me only ease, | |
| And helpe my careful smarte | |
| Therfore my lady dere | |
| 5 | Let se your fantasye |
| To make some hope appeare | |
| Of helpe and remedy | |
| For if ye be my frende | |
| And vndertake my wo | |
| 10 | My grefe is at an ende |
| Yf ye continew so | |
| Els fantasy doth not ryght | |
| As I deserue and shall | |
| To haue her day and night | |
| 15 | To loue me best of all |
|
Finis. |
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| L[ou]e w[home ye] lyst and spare not | |
| Therwith I am content | |
| Hate whome ye lyst and spare not | |
| For euen I am indifferent | |
| 5 | Do what ye lyst and dred not |
| After your owne fantasy | |
| Thinke what you lyst and fere not | |
| For all is one to me. | |
| For as for me I am not | |
| 10 | Wauering as the wynde |
| But euen as one that reketh not | |
| Which way ye turne your mynde | |
| ref.ed: 112 | |
| folio: 44v | |
| For in your loue, I doubt not | |
| But as one that reketh not | |
| 15 | Whether yo[u] hate or hate not |
| I[s] lest charge of my thou[ght] Is] In 1549, Is 1563; thought] thou 1549, thought 1563 | |
| Wherfore I pray you forget not | |
| But that I am well contente. | |
| To loue whom ye lyst and spare not | |
| 20 | For I am indyfferent |
|
Finis |
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| SHall she neuer out of my mynde | |
| Nor shall I neuer out of this payn | |
| Alas her loue doth me so blinde | |
| Except her helpe I am now slayne. | |
| 5 |
I neuer told her of my mynde |
| What payne I suffer for her sake | |
| Alas what meanes might I now find | |
| That no displeasure with me she take | |
| Yf I speake fayre she sayth I [flatter] | |
| 10 | And if I do not I shall not spede |
| Yf I to her to wryte a letter | |
| Then wyll she say she can not rede | |
| Shall I despayre yet for all this | |
| Nay say my hart wyll not do so | |
| 15 | I wold ones my swete-hart kys |
| A thousand times to bynd more wo. | |
| I am abashed when I shuld speake | |
| Alas I can not my mind expresse | |
| Yt maketh my hart in peces breake | |
| 20 | To se her louing gentelnes |
|
Finis |
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| ref.ed: 113 | |
| folio: [45] | |
| MY penne take payne a [lytle space] | |
| To folowe the thing [that doth me chase] | |
| And hold my harte so [sore] | |
| And when thou hast [this brought to passe] | |
| 5 | My pen I pray the write no [more]. |
| Remembre thou hast oft ple[ased] | |
| And my sorowes also eased | |
| But now vnknowen I kne[w b]ef[ore] | |
| That where I trust I am de[cey]ued | |
| 10 | And yet my pen thou canst [do no] more. |
| A time thou haddest as other ha[ue] | |
| To wryte which way my h[ope to craue] | |
| That time is past withdra[w therefore] | |
| Sens we do lose let other sau[e] | |
| 15 | As good leaue of, and writ[e no more.] |
| [And vse] to worke an-o[ther way] | |
| N[ot as ye would but as ye may] | |
| For els my lif[e is] past [restore] | |
| And my desyre is my decaye | |
| 20 | To loue in vayne who-so-euer [shal] |
| Of worldly payne it passeth all | |
| As in lyke case I find wherfore | |
| To hold so fast and yet to fall | |
| Alak my pen now wryte no more | |
| 25 | Syns thou hast taken payne this space |
| To folow that which doth the chase | |
| And hath in holde my hert so sore | |
| [And] now thou hast this brought to passe And] ndA 1549 | |
| ref.ed: 114 | |
| folio: [45v] | |
| [My pen I pra]y the write no more | |
|
Finis. |
|
| [My lute a]wake perfourme the last | |
| [Labour t]hat thou and I shall wast | |
| [And end th]at I haue new begonne | |
| [For when] this song is sung and paste | |
| 5 | [My lute be still for I] haue done. |
| [As to be he]arde wh[er]e eare is none | |
| [As lead to] graue in marble-stone | |
| [My so]ng may perce her hart as sone | |
| [Should] we then syng wepe or mone | |
| 10 | [No more] my lute for I haue done |
| [The rocke d]oth not so cruelly | |
| [Repulse the wau]es continually | |
| [As she my sute a]nd effeccion | |
| [So that I am] past all remedy | |
| 15 | [Wherby my] lute and I haue done |
| [Proud of the spl]ene that [thou hast got] | |
| [Of symple hart, throu]gh loues shot | |
| [Vnkind altho]ugh thou hast them wone | |
| [Thinke not] he hath his bow forgot | |
| 20 | [Alt]hough my lute and I haue done |
| Vengeaunce may fall on such disdayne | |
| That maketh but game of ernest payne | |
| [.]true not alone vnder the sunne Striue? Others versions have Thinck or Trow. | |
| [V]ngentylly to cause the louers payne | |
| 25 | [Al]though my lute and I haue done |
And then may chaunce the to repent |
|
| The time that thou hast lost and spent |