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PLonged in the wawe of mortall dystresse | |
Alas for wo to whome shall I complayne | |
Or who shall deuoyde this huge heuynesse | |
From me moost wofull mary_Magdeleyne | |
5 | My lord is gone alas who wrought this tr[ey]n treyn] tryen 1520 |
This sodeyne chaunce perseth my herte so depe | |
That nothynge can I do but wayle and wepe | |
My lorde is gone that here in graue was layd | |
After his grete passyon and deth cruell | |
10 | Who hath hym this agayne betrayde |
Or what man here-aboute can me tell | |
Where he is becomen the prynce of Israell | |
Iesus of Nazareth / my goostly socoure | |
My perfyte loue / and hope of all honoure | |
15 | What creature hath hym hens caryed |
Or how myght this so sodeynly befall | |
I wolde I had here with hym taryed | |
And so sholde I haue hadde my purpos all | |
I bought oyntementes full precyous and ryall | |
20 | Wherwith I thought his cors to haue anoynted |
But he thus gone / my mynde is despoynted despoynted ='disappointed, balked'; see OED s.v. dispoint v1 | |
Whyle I therfore aduertyse and by_holde | |
This pyteous chaunce here in my presence | |
Full lytell meruayle thoughe my herte be colde | |
25 | Consyderynge loo my lordes abscence |
Alas that I so full of neclygence | |
Sholde be founde / because that I come so late | |
All men may saye that I am in_fortunate | |
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Cause of my sorowe men may vnderstonde | |
30 | (Quia tulerunt dominum meum) |
Another is that I ne may vnderstande | |
I wote not (vbi posuerunt eum | |
Thus I muste be_wayle (dolorem meum | |
With herte wepynge I can no better deserue | |
35 | Tyll deth approche my herte for to kerue |
My herte opprest with sodeyne auenture | |
By feruent anguysshe is be_wrapped so | |
That longe this lyfe I may not endure | |
Suche is my payne / suche is my mortall wo | |
40 | Nedeles / to what partye shall I go Nedeles ='without compulsion'? |
In hope to fynde myne owne turtle true | |
My lyues Ioye my souerayne lorde Iesu | |
Syth all my Ioye / that I call his presence | |
I[s] th[u]s remoued now I am full of mone Is thus] I this 1520 | |
45 | Alas the whyle / I made no prouydence |
For this myshap wherfore I syghe and grone | |
Socour to fynde to what place I myght gone | |
Full fayne I wolde to some man my herte breke | |
I note to whome I may complayne or speke note: =ne wot, 'know not' | |
50 | Alas here I stande full sory and sadde |
The whiche hoped to haue sene my lord and kynge | |
Small cause haue I to be mery or gladde | |
Remembrynge this bytter_full departynge | |
In this worlde is no creature lyuynge | |
55 | That was to me so good and gracyous |
His loue also / then golde more precyous | |
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Full sore I syghe withouten comforte agayne | |
There is no cure to my saluacyon | |
His brennynge loue my herte so doth constrayne | |
60 | Alas here is a wofull permutacyon |
Wherof I fynde Ioye nor consolation | |
Therfore my payne all-onely to confesse | |
With dethe I fere wyll ende my heuynes | |
This wo and anguysshe is intollerable | |
65 | Yf I byde here lyfe I can not sustayne |
Yf I go hens my paynes be in_curable | |
For hym to fynde I knowe no place certayne | |
And thus I note of these thynges twayne | |
Whiche I may take and whiche I may refuse | |
70 | My herte is wounded here-on to thynke or muse |
A whyle I shall stonde styll mornynge | |
In hope of ony vysyon wyll appere | |
That of my loue myght tell me some tydynges | |
Whiche in-to ioy myȜt chaunge my wepynge cher | |
75 | I trust in his grace and in his mercy dere |
But at the leest thoughe I therwith me kyll | |
I shall not spare to wayle and wepe my fyll | |
And yf that I dye in suche aduenture | |
I can no more but welcome is my chaunce | |
80 | My bones shall rest here in this sepulcre |
My lyfe / my deth is at his ordynaunce | |
It shall be tolde in lastynge remembraunce | |
Thus to departe it is to me no shame | |
And also therof I am nothynge to blame | |
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85 | Hope a_gaynst me hath her course ytake |
There is no more but this shall I dye this: =thus | |
I se ryght well my lorde hath me forsake | |
But in my concyte cause knowe I none why | |
Thoughe he be ferre hens and no-thynge nye | |
90 | Yet my wofull herte after hym doth seke |
And causeth teeres ren downe by my cheke | |
Thynkynge alas I haue loste his presence | |
Whiche in this worlde was all my sustenaunce | |
I crye and call / with herty dyly[g]ence dylygence] dylydence 1520 | |
95 | But here is no wytte gyued attendaunce |
Me to certefye of myne inquiraunce | |
Wherfore I wyll to all this worlde bewray | |
How that my lorde is slayne and borne awa[y] away] awas 1520 | |
Thoughe I morne it is no grete wonder | |
100 | Sythe he is all my Ioye in specyall |
And now I thynke we be so ferre a_sonder | |
That hym to se I fere neuer I shall | |
It helpeth no more after hym to call | |
Ne after hym to enquyre in ony cost | |
105 | Alas how is he thus gone and lost |
These Iewes I thynke full of mysery | |
Sette in malyce by theyr besy cure | |
With force and myght of gylefull trechery | |
Hath vndermyned my lordes sepulture | |
110 | And borne a_waye that precyouse fygure |
Leuynge of it nothynge / yf they done so | |
Marryd I am alas what shall I do | |
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With theyr vengeaunce insacyable | |
Now late they hym entreated so | |
115 | That to reporte it full lamentable |
They bete his body fro toppe to the to | |
Neuer man was borne that felte suche wo | |
They wounded hym alas with all greuaunce | |
The blode downe rayled in moost abundaunce | |
120 | The blody rawes stremed downe ouer-all rawes: =rows, 'streaks, stripes'; this sense is not recorded in OED, but see MED s.v. reue(=row) n2, 2a |
They hym assayled so malycyously | |
With theyr scourges and strokes bestyall | |
They spared hym not but smote incessauntly | |
To satysfye theyr malyce they were full besy | |
125 | They spytte in his face they smote here and there |
He groned full sore and swette many a tere | |
They crowned hym with thornes most sharp and kene | |
The vaynes rente the blode ran downe a_pace | |
With blode ouercomen bothe were his eyen | |
130 | And bollen with strokes was his blessyd face |
They hym entreated as men without grace | |
They kneled to hym and made many a scorne | |
Lyke hell-houndes they haue hym all to_torne | |
Upon a huge crosse in length and in brede | |
135 | These tormentours shewed theyr cursydnesse |
They nayled hym without pyte or drede | |
His precyous blode braste out in largenesse | |
And treyned hym a_longe as men mercylesse | |
Thy vere Ioyntes all to myn apparence | |
140 | Ryued a_sondre for theyr grete vyolence |
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All this I beholdynge with myn eyen twayne | |
Stode there-besyde with rufull attendaunce | |
And euer me-thought he beynge in that payne | |
Loked on me with deedly countenaunce | |
145 | Fare-well magdaleyn departe must I nedes hens |
As he that sayd in his specyall remembraunce | |
My herte is (Tanquam cera liquescens | |
Whiche ruthfull syght whan I [g]an be_holde gan] can 1520 | |
Out of my wyt I was almoost dystrawght | |
150 | I tare my here / my handes I wronge and folde folde ='clasped together' |
And of that syght my hert dranke suche draught | |
That many a fall sownynge there I caught | |
I brosed my body fallynge on the grounde | |
Wherof I fele many a greuous wounde | |
155 | Than these wretches full of all frowardnesse |
Gaue hym to drynke aysell tempred with gall | |
Alas that poyson full of bytternesse | |
My loues chere caused then to be pall | |
And yet therof myght not he drynke at all | |
160 | But spake these worde as hym thought best |
Fader of heuen (Consummatum est | |
Than kneled I downe in paynes outrage | |
Clypynge the crosse within myn armes twayne | |
His blode dystylled downe on my vysage | |
165 | My clothes eke the droppes began to steyne |
To haue dyed for hym I wolde full fayne | |
But what sholde it auayle yf I dyde so | |
Sythen he is (Suspensus in patibulo) | |
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Thus my lorde full dere was all dysguysed | |
170 | With blode / with payne / with woundes many one |
His veynes breste / Ioyntes ryued | |
Partynge a_sonder the flesshe fro the bone | |
But I sawe he henge not there alone | |
For (Cum iniquis deputatus est) | |
175 | Not lyke a man but lyke a leprouse best |
A blyndfull knyght men called hym longyous blyndfull ='blind, blinded'; see OED s.v. blindful, where the sole attestation is dated 1621 | |
With spere approched vnto my souerayne | |
Launsynge his syde alas full pyteouse | |
That precyous herte he clefte [in] peces twayne in] 1520 omits | |
180 | The purple blode eke from that hertes vayne |
Downe rayned ryght fast in most rewfull wyse | |
With crystall water brought out of paradyse | |
Whan I behelde this wofull passyon | |
I wote not how by sodayne auenture | |
185 | My herte was perced with very compassyon |
That in me remayned no lyfe of nature | |
Strokes of dethe I felte withouten mesure | |
My dethes wounde I caught with wo opprest | |
And brought to that poynt as my hert shold brest | |
190 | That wounde that hert / that blode of my derlynge |
Shall neuer slyde from my memoryall | |
The bytter paynes also of tormentynge | |
Within my soule be grauen pryncypall | |
The spere alas that was so sharpe withall | |
195 | So tyrled my herte as to my felynge tyrled: =thirled 'pierced' |
That body and soule were at departynge | |
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As sone as I myght I releued vp agayne releued ='raised (myself)'; see OED s.v. relieve v, 6a | |
My breth I coude not very well restore | |
Felynge my-selfe drowned in so grete payne | |
200 | Bothe body and soule me-thought were all to_tore |
Uyolent falles greued me ryght sore | |
I wepte I bled and with my-selfe fared | |
As one that for his lyfe nothynge had cared | |
I lokynge vp towarde that rufull rode | |
205 | Sawe fyrst the vysage pale of that fygure |
But so pyteous a syght spoted all with blode | |
Sawe neuer yet no lyuynge creature | |
So it exceded the boundes of mesure | |
That mannes mynde with all the wyttes fyue | |
210 | Is nothynge able that payne to dyscryue dyscryue] dyschryue 1520 |
Than gan I there myne armes to vnbrace | |
Up-lyftynge my hande mournyngly | |
I syghed and sore sobbed in that place | |
Bothe heuen and erth myght haue herde me crye | |
215 | Wepynge I sayd alas incessauntly |
A my swete-herte my goostly peramoure | |
Alas I may not thy body socoure | |
O blessyd lorde how fyerse and how cruell | |
These cursed wyghtes now hath the be_slayne | |
220 | Keruynge thy body alas euery-dele |
Wounde within wounde full bytter is thy payne | |
Now wolde that I myght to the attayne | |
To nayle my body fast vnto a tree | |
So that of this wo thou myght go fre | |
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225 | I can not reporte ne make rehersayle |
Of my demeanynge with the cyrcumstaunce | |
But well I wote the spere with euery nayle | |
Tyrled my soule by inwarde resemblaunce | |
Whiche neuer shall out of my remembraunce | |
230 | Durynge my lyfe it wyll cause me to wayle |
As ofte as I remembre that batayle | |
A ye Iewes worse than dogges rabyate rabyate: this is the sole attestation in OED s.v. rabiate | |
What moued you thus cruelly hym to aray | |
He neuer dyspleased you nor caused debate | |
235 | Your loue and trwe hertes he coueyted ay |
He preched he teched he shewed you the ryght way | |
Wherfore ye lyke tyrauntes wood and waywarde | |
Now haue hym thus slayne for his rewarde | |
Ye ought to haue remembred one thynge specyal | |
240 | His fauour his grace and magnyfycence |
He was your prynce borne / and lorde ouer all | |
How-be-it ye toke hym in small reuerence | |
He was full meke in suffrynge your offence | |
Neuer-the-lesse ye deuoured hym with one assente | |
245 | As hungry wolues doth the lambe Innocente |
Where was your pyte / o people mercylesse | |
Armynge your-selfe with falshode and treason | |
On my lorde ye haue shewed your goodnesse | |
Lyke no man but beestes without reason | |
250 | Your malyce he suffred all for the season |
Your payne wyll come thynke it not slacke | |
Man hauynge no mercy mercy shall lacke | |
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O ye traytours and maynteners of madnesse | |
Unto your foly I scrybe all my payne | |
255 | Ye haue me depryued of Ioye and gladnesse |
So dealynge with my lorde and souerayne | |
Nothynge sholde I nede thus now to complayne | |
Yf he had lyued in peace and tranquylyte | |
Whome ye haue slayne thorowe your iniquite | |
260 | Fare-well your noblenesse that somtyme dyde reyne |
Fare-well your worshyp both glorye and fame | |
Here-after to lyue in hate and dysdeyne | |
Meruayle ye not for your trespasse and blame | |
Unto shame is torned all your name | |
265 | Upon you wyll wondre now euery nacyon |
As people of moost vyle reputacyon | |
These wycked wretches these houndes of hell | |
As I haue tolde playne here in this sentence | |
Were not content my dere loue thus to quell | |
270 | But yet they moost enbesyle his presence enbesyle his presence ='make away with his person' |
As I apperceyue by couerte vyolence | |
They haue hym conueyde to my displeasure | |
For here is lefte but naked sepulture | |
Wherfore of trouth and ryghtfull Iugement | |
275 | That theyr malyce ayen may be acquyted |
After my verdyte and aduysement | |
Of faulse murdre they shall be endyted | |
Of thefte also whiche shall not be respyted | |
And in all hast they shall be hanged and drawe | |
280 | I wyll my-selfe plede this cause in the lawe |
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Alas yf I with true attendaunce | |
Had styll a_byden with my lordes corse | |
And kepte it styll with trewe perseueraunce | |
Than had not befall this wofull deuorse | |
285 | But as for my payne welcome and no force |
This shall be my songe where-someuer I go | |
Departynge is grounde of all my wo | |
I se ryght well now in my paynes smerte | |
There is no wounde of so greuous doloure | |
290 | As is the wounde of my carefull herte |
Sythe I haue lost this my paramoure | |
All swetnesse is torned in-to soure | |
Myrth to my herte may nothynge conueye | |
But he that bereth therof bothe locke and keye | |
295 | The Ioye excellent of blessed paradyse |
May me alas in no wyse reconforte | |
Songe of aungell may me nothynge suffyse | |
As in my herte now to make dysporte | |
All I refuse but that I myght resorte | |
300 | Unto my loue / the well of godlyhed |
For whose longynge I trowe I shall be deed | |
Of paynfull labour and torment corporall | |
I make therof none excepcyon | |
Paynes of hell I wolde passe ouer-all | |
305 | My loue to fynde in myne affeccyon |
So grete to hym is my dyleccyon | |
A thousande tymes martyred wolde I be | |
His blessyd corse ones yf I myght se | |
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Aboute this worlde so large in all compace | |
310 | I shall not spare to renne my lyfe durynge |
My feet also shall not reste in place | |
Tyll of my loue I may here some tydynge | |
For whose absence my handes now I wrynge | |
To thynke on hym cease shall neuer my mynde | |
315 | O trewe Iesu where shall I the fynde |
Iherusalem wyll I serche frome place to place | |
Syon / the vale_of_Iosaphath also | |
And yf I fynde hym not in all this space | |
By mount_olyuyt to bethany wyll I go | |
320 | These wayes wyll I wandre and many mo |
Nazareth / Bethleem / Montana Iude | |
No trauayll shall me payne hym for to se | |
His blessyd face yf I myght se and hym to fynde | |
Serche I wolde euery coste and countre | |
325 | The fardest parte of Egypte or hote ynde |
Sholde be to me but a lytell Iourne | |
How is he thus gone or taken a_waye | |
Yf I knewe the full treuth and certaynte | |
Yet from this care released myght I be | |
330 | In-to wyldernes[s]e I thynke best to go wyldernesse] wylderneste 1520 |
Syth I can no more tydynges of hym here | |
There may I my lyfe lede to and fro. | |
There may I dwelle and to no man appere | |
To towne nor yet village wyl I not drawe nere | |
335 | Alone in woodes / in rockes / and caues depe |
I may at myn owne wyll bothe wayle and wepe | |
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My Ioye is translate full ferre in exyle | |
My myrth is chaunged in-to paynes colde | |
My lyfe I thynke endureth but a whyle | |
340 | Anguysshe and payne is all that I beholde |
Wherfore my handes thus I wrynge and folde | |
In-to this graue I loke / I call / I pray | |
Dethe remayneth and lyfe is borne awaye | |
Now must I walke and wander here and there | |
345 | God wote to what partyes I shall me dresse |
With quakynge herte wepynge many a tere | |
To seke out my loue and all my swetnesse | |
I wolde he wyst what mortall heuynesse | |
Aboute my herte reneweth more and more | |
350 | Then wolde he not kepe pyte longe in store |
Without hym I may not endure | |
His loue so werketh all within my breste | |
And euer I wepe before this sepulture | |
Syghynge full sore as my herte sholde breste | |
355 | Durynge my lyfe I shall optayne no reste |
But mourne and wepe where that euer I go | |
Makynge complaynte of all my paynfull wo | |
Fast I crye but there is none audyence | |
My comynge hyther was hym for to please | |
360 | My soule opprest is here with his abscence |
Alas he lyste not to sette myne herte in ease | |
Wherfore to payne myselfe with all dysease | |
I shall not spare tyll he take me to grace | |
Or elles shall I sterue here in this place | |
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365 | Ones yf I myght with hym now here speke |
It were all my Ioye with perfyte pleasaunce | |
So that I myght to hym my herte out-breke | |
I sholde anone deuoyde all my greuaunce | |
For he is the blysse of veray recreaunce recreaunce ='recreation, refreshment' | |
370 | But now alas I can nothynge do so |
For in-stede of Ioye nought haue I but wo | |
His noble corse within my hertes rote | |
Depe is grauen whiche shall neuer slake | |
Now is he gone to what place I ne wote | |
375 | I mourne I wepe and all is for his sake |
Syth he is past here a_vow I make | |
With hertely promyse and therto I me bynde | |
Neuer to sease tyll I may hym fynde | |
Unto his moder I thynke best to go | |
380 | Of her happy sone comforte may I take |
But one thynge yet me fereth and no mo | |
If I ony mencyon of hym make | |
Of my wordes she wolde tremble and quake | |
And who coude her blame she hauyng but one | |
385 | The sone borne away the moder wyll mone |
Sorowes many hath she suffred truly | |
Syth that she hym fyrst conceyued and bare | |
And .vii. thynges there be moost specyall | |
That drowned her herte in sorowe and care | |
390 | Yet lo in no wyse may they compare |
With this one now the whiche yf she knewe | |
She wolde her paynes euery_chone renewe | |
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Grete was her sorowe by mannes seynge | |
Whan in the temple Symeon_Iustus | |
395 | Shewed to her these wordes prophetynge |
(Tuam animam pertransibit gladius) | |
Also whan Herode that tyraunt furyous | |
Her chylde pursued in euery place | |
She knewe for his lyfe went mercy ne grace | |
400 | She mourned whan she thought hym lost and gone |
Full longe she sought or she founde hym agayne | |
Whan he went to deth his crosse hym vpon | |
It was to her eye-syght a ruthfull payne | |
Whan he henge theron bytwene theuys twayne | |
405 | And the spere vnto his hert was thryst ryght |
She sowned downe to the grounde ther pyght | |
Whan deed and all blody in her lappe laye | |
His body with hande and fote all to_torne | |
She cryed out and sayd now wale_awaye | |
410 | Thus arayed was neuer man be_forne |
Whan hast was made his body to be borne | |
Unto this sepulture here to remayne | |
Unneth for wo she coude herselfe susteyne | |
These sorowes .vij. lyke swerdes euerychone | |
415 | The moder herte wounded from syde to syde |
But yf she knewe her sone were thus gone | |
Out of this worlde she sholde with deth ryde | |
For care she coude no lenger here abyde | |
Hauynge no more Ioye and consolacyon | |
420 | Then I here stondynge in this stacyon |
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Wherfore her to se I dare not presume | |
From her presence I wyll my-selfe with_drawe | |
Yet I had leuer to dye and consume | |
Then his moder sholde haue ony more payne | |
425 | Nethelesse her sone wolde I se full fayne |
His presence was very Ioye and swetnesse | |
His absence now but sorowe and sournesse | |
There is no more syth I hym may not mete | |
Whome I desyre aboue all other thynge | |
430 | Nedes I must take the soure with the swete |
For of his noble course I here no tydynge | |
Full ofte I crye my hondes ofte I wrynge | |
My herte alas relenteth all in payne | |
Whiche wyll brest I fere both senowe and vayne | |
435 | Alas how vnhappy is this wofull houre |
Wherin is thus spended my seruyce | |
For myne entent and eke my trewe laboure | |
To none e[f]fecte may come in ony wyse effecte] enfecte 1520 | |
Alas I thynke yf he do me dyspyse | |
440 | And lyste not to take my symple obseruaunce |
There is no more but deth is my fynaunce fynaunce ='ending'; see OED s.v. finance n1, 1 | |
I haue hym called (Sed non respondet mihi) | |
Wherfore my myrthe is chaunged in-to mornynge | |
O dere lorde (Quid mali tibi feci) | |
445 | That me to comfort I fynde none erthely thynge |
Alas haue compassyon of my cryenge | |
Yf from me (Faciem tuam abscondas) | |
There is no more but (Co[n]sumere me vis) Consumere] Comsumere 1520 | |
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Within my herte is grounded thy fygure | |
450 | That all this worlde the horryble tormente |
May not it aswage it is without mesure | |
It is so brennynge it is so feruente | |
Remembre lorde I haue ben dylygente | |
Euer the to please onely and no mo | |
455 | My herte is with the where-so-euer I go |
Therfore my derlynge (trahe me post te) | |
And let me not stonde here thus desolate | |
(Quia non est qui consoletur me) | |
My herte for the is all dysconsolate | |
460 | My paynes also nothynge may moderate |
Now yf it lyste the to speke with me a_lyue | |
Come in hast for my herte asonder wyll ryue | |
To the I profer my poore seruyse | |
The for to please after myn owne entente | |
465 | I offer here as in deuoute sacrefyce |
My boxe replete with precyous oyntemente | |
Myn eyen twayne wepynge suffycyente | |
My herte with anguysshe fulfylled alas | |
My soule eke redy for loue about to pas | |
470 | Nought elles haue I the to please or paye |
For yf my herte were golde or precyous stone | |
It sholde be thyne without delaye | |
With hertly chere thou sholde haue it anone | |
Why suffrest thou me than to stonde alone | |
475 | Thou hast I trowe my wepynge in dysdeyne |
Or elles thou knowest not what is my name | |
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Yf thou with_drawe thy noble dalyaunce | |
For ought that euer I dyspleased the | |
Thou knowest ryght well it is but ignoraunce | |
480 | And of no knowlege for certente |
Yf I haue offended lorde forgyue me | |
Glad I am for to make full repentaunce | |
Of all thynges that hath ben to thy greuaunce | |
My herte alas he welleth within my chest | |
485 | So sore oppressed for anguysshe and payne |
That all to peces forsothe it wyll brest | |
But yf I se thy blessyd corse agayne | |
For lyfe ne deth I can not me refrayne | |
Yf thou make delay thou may be sure | |
490 | My herte wyll lepe in-to this sepulture |
Alas my lorde why farest thou thus with me | |
My trybulacyon yet haue in mynde | |
Where is thy mercy where is thy pyte | |
Whiche euer I trusted in the to fynde | |
495 | Somtyme thou were to me both good and kynde |
Late it please the my prayer to accepte | |
Whiche with teres I haue here be_wepte | |
On me thou ought to haue very rewth | |
Syth for the is all this mournynge | |
500 | For syth I to the applyed fyrst my trewth |
I neuer varyed with dyscordynge | |
That knowest thou best myn owne derlynge | |
Why constreynest thou me thus to wayle | |
My wo for-soth can the nothynge auayle | |
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505 | I haue endured withouten varyaunce |
Ryght as thou knowest thy louer Iust and trwe | |
With herte and thought ay at theyr ordenaunce | |
Lyke to the saphyre alway in one hewe | |
I neuer chaunged the for ony newe | |
510 | Why withdrawest thou my presence |
Syth all my thought is for thyn absence | |
With herte entyere swete lorde I crye to the | |
Inclyne thyne eeres to my petycyon | |
And come (Uelociter exaudi me) | |
515 | Remembre my hertes dysposycyon |
It may not endure in this condycyon | |
Therfore out of this paynes (Libera me) | |
And where thou arte (Pone me iuxta te | |
Let me beholde o Iesu thy blessyd face | |
520 | Thy fayre gloryous aungelyke vysage |
Bow thyn eeres to my complaynt | |
For to reconceyue me out of this eage reconceyue: an error for receyue?eage: =age | |
Alas my lorde take from me this domage | |
And for my desyre for mercy condecende | |
525 | For none but thou my greuaunce may amende |
Now yet good lorde the I beseche and praye | |
As thou reysed my broder Lazarus | |
From deth to lyfe vpon the .iij. daye | |
Come agayne in body and soule precyous | |
530 | As grete a thynge mayst thou shewe vnto vs |
Of thy-selfe by the power of thy god_hede | |
As thou dyde of hym lyenge in graue deed | |
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My herte is wounded with thy charyte | |
It brenneth it flameth incessauntly | |
535 | Come my good lorde (ad iuuandum me) ad] ad ad 1520 |
Now be not longe my payne to multyply | |
Lest in the meane-tyme I departe and dy | |
In thy grace I put bothe hope and credence | |
To do it pleaseth thy magnyfycence | |
540 | Floodes of deth and trybulacyon |
In-to my soule I fele entred full depe | |
Alas that here is no consolacyon | |
Euer I wayle / euer I morne and wepe | |
Wherby care hath my herte wounded depe | |
545 | O depe loue no meruayle it is though I dye |
(Sagitte tue [f]ixe sunt michi) fixe] sixe 1520 | |
Wandrynge in this place as in wyldernesse | |
No comforte haue I nor yet assuraunce | |
Desolate of Ioye replete with fayntnesse | |
550 | None answere receyuynge of myn inquyraunce |
My herte also greuyd with dyspleasure | |
Wherfore I may saye (O deus deus | |
Non est dolor sicut dolor meus) | |
My herte expresseth (Quod dilexi multum | |
555 | I may not endure though I wolde full fayne |
For now (Solum superest sepulcrum) | |
I knowe it ryght well by my huge payne | |
Thus for to loue I may not lyfe sustayne | |
But o god I muse what eyleth the | |
560 | (Quod sic repente precipitas me) |
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Alas I se it wyll none other-wyse be | |
Now must I take my leue for euer-more | |
This bytter payne hath almoost dyscomfyte me | |
My loue[s] corse I can not in no wyse restore loues] loue 1520My loue[s] corse: cf. my loues chere, above | |
565 | Alas to this wo that euer I was bore |
Here at this tombe now must I dye and sterue | |
Deth is aboute my herte for to kerue | |
My testament I wyll begyn to make | |
To god the fader my soule I commende | |
570 | To Iesu my loue that dyed for my sake |
My herte-rote and all both I gyue and sende | |
In whose ardent loue my lyfe maketh an ende | |
My body also vnto this monumente | |
I here bequyeth with boxe and oyntemente | |
575 | Of all my wylles lo now I make the laste |
Ryght in this place within this sepulture | |
I wyll be buryed whan I am deed and paste | |
And vpon my graue I wyl haue this scrypture | |
Here within resteth a gostely creature | |
580 | Crystes true louer mary_Magdeleyn |
Whose herte for loue brast in peces tweyn | |
Ye vertuous women tender of nature | |
Full of pyte and of compassyon | |
Resorte I pray you vnto my sepulture | |
585 | To synge my dyrige with grete deuocyon |
Shewe your charyte in this condycyon | |
Synge with pyte and lette your hertes wepe | |
Remembrynge I am deed and layde a_slepe | |
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Than whan ye begynne to parte me fro | |
590 | And ended haue your mournynge obseruaunce |
Remembre where-someuer ye go | |
Alwaye to serche and make dewe inquiraunce | |
After my loue my hertes sustenaunce | |
In euery towne and euery vyllage | |
595 | Yf ye may here of his noble ymage |
And yf it happe by ony grace at the laste | |
That ye my trewe loue fynde in ony cost | |
Say that his magdaleyn is deed and paste | |
For his pure loue she hath yelde vp her goste | |
600 | Say that of all-thynge I loued hym moost |
And say that I myght not this deth exchewe | |
My paynes so sore dyde euer renewe | |
And in token of loue perpetuall | |
Whan I am buryed in this place present | |
605 | Take out my herte the very rote and all |
And close it within this boxe of oyntement | |
To my dere loue make therof a presente | |
Knelynge downe with worde lamentable | |
Do your message speke fayre and tretable | |
610 | Say that I to hym my-selfe commende |
A thousande tymes with herte so fre | |
This poore token say to hym I sende | |
Pleaseth it his goodnes to take it in gree | |
It is his owne of ryght it is his fee | |
615 | Whiche he asked whan he sayd longe before |
Gyue me thyn herte I desyre no more | |
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Adieu my lorde my loue so fayre of face | |
Adieu my turtyll-doue frende of hewe frende of hewe ='of friendly appearance' | |
Adieu my myrth / Adieu all my solace | |
620 | Adieu alas my sauyour lorde Iesu |
Adieu the gentyllest that euer I knewe | |
Adieu my moost excellent peramoure | |
Fayrer than rose swetter than the lely-floure | |
Adieu my hope of pleasure eternall | |
625 | My lyfe my welth and my prosperyte |
My herte of golde / my perle orentall | |
My adamont of perfyte charyte | |
My chefe refuge and my felycyte | |
My conforte and all recreacyon | |
630 | Fare-well parpetuall saluacyon |
Fare-well myn emperour celestyall | |
Moost beaute_full prynce of mankynde | |
Adieu my lorde of herte moost lyberall | |
Fare-well swetenesse bothe soule and mynde | |
635 | So louynge a spouse shall I neuer fynde |
Adieu my souerayne and very gentylman | |
Fare-well dere lorde hertely as I can | |
Thy wordes eloquent flowynge in swetnesse | |
Shall no more alas my mynde recomforte | |
640 | Wherfore my lyfe must ende in bytternesse |
For in this worlde shall I neuer resorte | |
To the whiche were my heuenly dysporte | |
I se alas it wyll none other be | |
Now fare-well the grounde of all dygnyte | |
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645 | Adieu my fayrest that euer was bore |
Alas I may not se thy blessyd face | |
Now wayle_awaye that I shall se no more | |
Thy blessyd vysage so replete with grace | |
Wherin is prynted my perfyte solace | |
650 | Adieu my herte-rote and all for euer |
Now fare-well I must frome the dysceuer | |
My soule for anguysshe is now full thrysty | |
I faynt ryght sore for heuynesse | |
My lorde / my spouse (Cur me derelinquisti) | |
655 | Syth I for the suffer all this dystresse |
What causeth the to seme thus mercylesse | |
Syth the it pleaseth of me to make an ende | |
(In manus tuas) My spyryte I commende. | |
FINIS |
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¶Here endeth the complaynte of the louer of cryst Saynt mary_Magdaleyn. Enprynted at London in Fletestrete at the sygne of the Sonne by Wynkyn_de_Worde. |