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| PLonged in the wawe of mortall dystresse | |
| Alas for wo to whome shall I complayne | |
| Or who shall deuoyde this huge heuynesse | |
| From me moost wofull mary_Magdeleyne | |
| 5 | My lord is gone alas who wrought this tr[ey]n treyn] tryen 1520 |
| This sodeyne chaunce perseth my herte so depe | |
| That nothynge can I do but wayle and wepe | |
| My lorde is gone that here in graue was layd | |
| After his grete passyon and deth cruell | |
| 10 | Who hath hym this agayne betrayde |
| Or what man here-aboute can me tell | |
| Where he is becomen the prynce of Israell | |
| Iesus of Nazareth / my goostly socoure | |
| My perfyte loue / and hope of all honoure | |
| 15 | What creature hath hym hens caryed |
| Or how myght this so sodeynly befall | |
| I wolde I had here with hym taryed | |
| And so sholde I haue hadde my purpos all | |
| I bought oyntementes full precyous and ryall | |
| 20 | Wherwith I thought his cors to haue anoynted |
| But he thus gone / my mynde is despoynted despoynted ='disappointed, balked'; see OED s.v. dispoint v1 | |
| Whyle I therfore aduertyse and by_holde | |
| This pyteous chaunce here in my presence | |
| Full lytell meruayle thoughe my herte be colde | |
| 25 | Consyderynge loo my lordes abscence |
| Alas that I so full of neclygence | |
| Sholde be founde / because that I come so late | |
| All men may saye that I am in_fortunate | |
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| Cause of my sorowe men may vnderstonde | |
| 30 | (Quia tulerunt dominum meum) |
| Another is that I ne may vnderstande | |
| I wote not (vbi posuerunt eum | |
| Thus I muste be_wayle (dolorem meum | |
| With herte wepynge I can no better deserue | |
| 35 | Tyll deth approche my herte for to kerue |
| My herte opprest with sodeyne auenture | |
| By feruent anguysshe is be_wrapped so | |
| That longe this lyfe I may not endure | |
| Suche is my payne / suche is my mortall wo | |
| 40 | Nedeles / to what partye shall I go Nedeles ='without compulsion'? |
| In hope to fynde myne owne turtle true | |
| My lyues Ioye my souerayne lorde Iesu | |
| Syth all my Ioye / that I call his presence | |
| I[s] th[u]s remoued now I am full of mone Is thus] I this 1520 | |
| 45 | Alas the whyle / I made no prouydence |
| For this myshap wherfore I syghe and grone | |
| Socour to fynde to what place I myght gone | |
| Full fayne I wolde to some man my herte breke | |
| I note to whome I may complayne or speke note: =ne wot, 'know not' | |
| 50 | Alas here I stande full sory and sadde |
| The whiche hoped to haue sene my lord and kynge | |
| Small cause haue I to be mery or gladde | |
| Remembrynge this bytter_full departynge | |
| In this worlde is no creature lyuynge | |
| 55 | That was to me so good and gracyous |
| His loue also / then golde more precyous | |
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| Full sore I syghe withouten comforte agayne | |
| There is no cure to my saluacyon | |
| His brennynge loue my herte so doth constrayne | |
| 60 | Alas here is a wofull permutacyon |
| Wherof I fynde Ioye nor consolation | |
| Therfore my payne all-onely to confesse | |
| With dethe I fere wyll ende my heuynes | |
| This wo and anguysshe is intollerable | |
| 65 | Yf I byde here lyfe I can not sustayne |
| Yf I go hens my paynes be in_curable | |
| For hym to fynde I knowe no place certayne | |
| And thus I note of these thynges twayne | |
| Whiche I may take and whiche I may refuse | |
| 70 | My herte is wounded here-on to thynke or muse |
| A whyle I shall stonde styll mornynge | |
| In hope of ony vysyon wyll appere | |
| That of my loue myght tell me some tydynges | |
| Whiche in-to ioy myȜt chaunge my wepynge cher | |
| 75 | I trust in his grace and in his mercy dere |
| But at the leest thoughe I therwith me kyll | |
| I shall not spare to wayle and wepe my fyll | |
| And yf that I dye in suche aduenture | |
| I can no more but welcome is my chaunce | |
| 80 | My bones shall rest here in this sepulcre |
| My lyfe / my deth is at his ordynaunce | |
| It shall be tolde in lastynge remembraunce | |
| Thus to departe it is to me no shame | |
| And also therof I am nothynge to blame | |
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| 85 | Hope a_gaynst me hath her course ytake |
| There is no more but this shall I dye this: =thus | |
| I se ryght well my lorde hath me forsake | |
| But in my concyte cause knowe I none why | |
| Thoughe he be ferre hens and no-thynge nye | |
| 90 | Yet my wofull herte after hym doth seke |
| And causeth teeres ren downe by my cheke | |
| Thynkynge alas I haue loste his presence | |
| Whiche in this worlde was all my sustenaunce | |
| I crye and call / with herty dyly[g]ence dylygence] dylydence 1520 | |
| 95 | But here is no wytte gyued attendaunce |
| Me to certefye of myne inquiraunce | |
| Wherfore I wyll to all this worlde bewray | |
| How that my lorde is slayne and borne awa[y] away] awas 1520 | |
| Thoughe I morne it is no grete wonder | |
| 100 | Sythe he is all my Ioye in specyall |
| And now I thynke we be so ferre a_sonder | |
| That hym to se I fere neuer I shall | |
| It helpeth no more after hym to call | |
| Ne after hym to enquyre in ony cost | |
| 105 | Alas how is he thus gone and lost |
| These Iewes I thynke full of mysery | |
| Sette in malyce by theyr besy cure | |
| With force and myght of gylefull trechery | |
| Hath vndermyned my lordes sepulture | |
| 110 | And borne a_waye that precyouse fygure |
| Leuynge of it nothynge / yf they done so | |
| Marryd I am alas what shall I do | |
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| With theyr vengeaunce insacyable | |
| Now late they hym entreated so | |
| 115 | That to reporte it full lamentable |
| They bete his body fro toppe to the to | |
| Neuer man was borne that felte suche wo | |
| They wounded hym alas with all greuaunce | |
| The blode downe rayled in moost abundaunce | |
| 120 | The blody rawes stremed downe ouer-all rawes: =rows, 'streaks, stripes'; this sense is not recorded in OED, but see MED s.v. reue(=row) n2, 2a |
| They hym assayled so malycyously | |
| With theyr scourges and strokes bestyall | |
| They spared hym not but smote incessauntly | |
| To satysfye theyr malyce they were full besy | |
| 125 | They spytte in his face they smote here and there |
| He groned full sore and swette many a tere | |
| They crowned hym with thornes most sharp and kene | |
| The vaynes rente the blode ran downe a_pace | |
| With blode ouercomen bothe were his eyen | |
| 130 | And bollen with strokes was his blessyd face |
| They hym entreated as men without grace | |
| They kneled to hym and made many a scorne | |
| Lyke hell-houndes they haue hym all to_torne | |
| Upon a huge crosse in length and in brede | |
| 135 | These tormentours shewed theyr cursydnesse |
| They nayled hym without pyte or drede | |
| His precyous blode braste out in largenesse | |
| And treyned hym a_longe as men mercylesse | |
| Thy vere Ioyntes all to myn apparence | |
| 140 | Ryued a_sondre for theyr grete vyolence |
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| All this I beholdynge with myn eyen twayne | |
| Stode there-besyde with rufull attendaunce | |
| And euer me-thought he beynge in that payne | |
| Loked on me with deedly countenaunce | |
| 145 | Fare-well magdaleyn departe must I nedes hens |
| As he that sayd in his specyall remembraunce | |
| My herte is (Tanquam cera liquescens | |
| Whiche ruthfull syght whan I [g]an be_holde gan] can 1520 | |
| Out of my wyt I was almoost dystrawght | |
| 150 | I tare my here / my handes I wronge and folde folde ='clasped together' |
| And of that syght my hert dranke suche draught | |
| That many a fall sownynge there I caught | |
| I brosed my body fallynge on the grounde | |
| Wherof I fele many a greuous wounde | |
| 155 | Than these wretches full of all frowardnesse |
| Gaue hym to drynke aysell tempred with gall | |
| Alas that poyson full of bytternesse | |
| My loues chere caused then to be pall | |
| And yet therof myght not he drynke at all | |
| 160 | But spake these worde as hym thought best |
| Fader of heuen (Consummatum est | |
| Than kneled I downe in paynes outrage | |
| Clypynge the crosse within myn armes twayne | |
| His blode dystylled downe on my vysage | |
| 165 | My clothes eke the droppes began to steyne |
| To haue dyed for hym I wolde full fayne | |
| But what sholde it auayle yf I dyde so | |
| Sythen he is (Suspensus in patibulo) | |
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| Thus my lorde full dere was all dysguysed | |
| 170 | With blode / with payne / with woundes many one |
| His veynes breste / Ioyntes ryued | |
| Partynge a_sonder the flesshe fro the bone | |
| But I sawe he henge not there alone | |
| For (Cum iniquis deputatus est) | |
| 175 | Not lyke a man but lyke a leprouse best |
| A blyndfull knyght men called hym longyous blyndfull ='blind, blinded'; see OED s.v. blindful, where the sole attestation is dated 1621 | |
| With spere approched vnto my souerayne | |
| Launsynge his syde alas full pyteouse | |
| That precyous herte he clefte [in] peces twayne in] 1520 omits | |
| 180 | The purple blode eke from that hertes vayne |
| Downe rayned ryght fast in most rewfull wyse | |
| With crystall water brought out of paradyse | |
| Whan I behelde this wofull passyon | |
| I wote not how by sodayne auenture | |
| 185 | My herte was perced with very compassyon |
| That in me remayned no lyfe of nature | |
| Strokes of dethe I felte withouten mesure | |
| My dethes wounde I caught with wo opprest | |
| And brought to that poynt as my hert shold brest | |
| 190 | That wounde that hert / that blode of my derlynge |
| Shall neuer slyde from my memoryall | |
| The bytter paynes also of tormentynge | |
| Within my soule be grauen pryncypall | |
| The spere alas that was so sharpe withall | |
| 195 | So tyrled my herte as to my felynge tyrled: =thirled 'pierced' |
| That body and soule were at departynge | |
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| As sone as I myght I releued vp agayne releued ='raised (myself)'; see OED s.v. relieve v, 6a | |
| My breth I coude not very well restore | |
| Felynge my-selfe drowned in so grete payne | |
| 200 | Bothe body and soule me-thought were all to_tore |
| Uyolent falles greued me ryght sore | |
| I wepte I bled and with my-selfe fared | |
| As one that for his lyfe nothynge had cared | |
| I lokynge vp towarde that rufull rode | |
| 205 | Sawe fyrst the vysage pale of that fygure |
| But so pyteous a syght spoted all with blode | |
| Sawe neuer yet no lyuynge creature | |
| So it exceded the boundes of mesure | |
| That mannes mynde with all the wyttes fyue | |
| 210 | Is nothynge able that payne to dyscryue dyscryue] dyschryue 1520 |
| Than gan I there myne armes to vnbrace | |
| Up-lyftynge my hande mournyngly | |
| I syghed and sore sobbed in that place | |
| Bothe heuen and erth myght haue herde me crye | |
| 215 | Wepynge I sayd alas incessauntly |
| A my swete-herte my goostly peramoure | |
| Alas I may not thy body socoure | |
| O blessyd lorde how fyerse and how cruell | |
| These cursed wyghtes now hath the be_slayne | |
| 220 | Keruynge thy body alas euery-dele |
| Wounde within wounde full bytter is thy payne | |
| Now wolde that I myght to the attayne | |
| To nayle my body fast vnto a tree | |
| So that of this wo thou myght go fre | |
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| 225 | I can not reporte ne make rehersayle |
| Of my demeanynge with the cyrcumstaunce | |
| But well I wote the spere with euery nayle | |
| Tyrled my soule by inwarde resemblaunce | |
| Whiche neuer shall out of my remembraunce | |
| 230 | Durynge my lyfe it wyll cause me to wayle |
| As ofte as I remembre that batayle | |
| A ye Iewes worse than dogges rabyate rabyate: this is the sole attestation in OED s.v. rabiate | |
| What moued you thus cruelly hym to aray | |
| He neuer dyspleased you nor caused debate | |
| 235 | Your loue and trwe hertes he coueyted ay |
| He preched he teched he shewed you the ryght way | |
| Wherfore ye lyke tyrauntes wood and waywarde | |
| Now haue hym thus slayne for his rewarde | |
| Ye ought to haue remembred one thynge specyal | |
| 240 | His fauour his grace and magnyfycence |
| He was your prynce borne / and lorde ouer all | |
| How-be-it ye toke hym in small reuerence | |
| He was full meke in suffrynge your offence | |
| Neuer-the-lesse ye deuoured hym with one assente | |
| 245 | As hungry wolues doth the lambe Innocente |
| Where was your pyte / o people mercylesse | |
| Armynge your-selfe with falshode and treason | |
| On my lorde ye haue shewed your goodnesse | |
| Lyke no man but beestes without reason | |
| 250 | Your malyce he suffred all for the season |
| Your payne wyll come thynke it not slacke | |
| Man hauynge no mercy mercy shall lacke | |
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| O ye traytours and maynteners of madnesse | |
| Unto your foly I scrybe all my payne | |
| 255 | Ye haue me depryued of Ioye and gladnesse |
| So dealynge with my lorde and souerayne | |
| Nothynge sholde I nede thus now to complayne | |
| Yf he had lyued in peace and tranquylyte | |
| Whome ye haue slayne thorowe your iniquite | |
| 260 | Fare-well your noblenesse that somtyme dyde reyne |
| Fare-well your worshyp both glorye and fame | |
| Here-after to lyue in hate and dysdeyne | |
| Meruayle ye not for your trespasse and blame | |
| Unto shame is torned all your name | |
| 265 | Upon you wyll wondre now euery nacyon |
| As people of moost vyle reputacyon | |
| These wycked wretches these houndes of hell | |
| As I haue tolde playne here in this sentence | |
| Were not content my dere loue thus to quell | |
| 270 | But yet they moost enbesyle his presence enbesyle his presence ='make away with his person' |
| As I apperceyue by couerte vyolence | |
| They haue hym conueyde to my displeasure | |
| For here is lefte but naked sepulture | |
| Wherfore of trouth and ryghtfull Iugement | |
| 275 | That theyr malyce ayen may be acquyted |
| After my verdyte and aduysement | |
| Of faulse murdre they shall be endyted | |
| Of thefte also whiche shall not be respyted | |
| And in all hast they shall be hanged and drawe | |
| 280 | I wyll my-selfe plede this cause in the lawe |
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| Alas yf I with true attendaunce | |
| Had styll a_byden with my lordes corse | |
| And kepte it styll with trewe perseueraunce | |
| Than had not befall this wofull deuorse | |
| 285 | But as for my payne welcome and no force |
| This shall be my songe where-someuer I go | |
| Departynge is grounde of all my wo | |
| I se ryght well now in my paynes smerte | |
| There is no wounde of so greuous doloure | |
| 290 | As is the wounde of my carefull herte |
| Sythe I haue lost this my paramoure | |
| All swetnesse is torned in-to soure | |
| Myrth to my herte may nothynge conueye | |
| But he that bereth therof bothe locke and keye | |
| 295 | The Ioye excellent of blessed paradyse |
| May me alas in no wyse reconforte | |
| Songe of aungell may me nothynge suffyse | |
| As in my herte now to make dysporte | |
| All I refuse but that I myght resorte | |
| 300 | Unto my loue / the well of godlyhed |
| For whose longynge I trowe I shall be deed | |
| Of paynfull labour and torment corporall | |
| I make therof none excepcyon | |
| Paynes of hell I wolde passe ouer-all | |
| 305 | My loue to fynde in myne affeccyon |
| So grete to hym is my dyleccyon | |
| A thousande tymes martyred wolde I be | |
| His blessyd corse ones yf I myght se | |
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| Aboute this worlde so large in all compace | |
| 310 | I shall not spare to renne my lyfe durynge |
| My feet also shall not reste in place | |
| Tyll of my loue I may here some tydynge | |
| For whose absence my handes now I wrynge | |
| To thynke on hym cease shall neuer my mynde | |
| 315 | O trewe Iesu where shall I the fynde |
| Iherusalem wyll I serche frome place to place | |
| Syon / the vale_of_Iosaphath also | |
| And yf I fynde hym not in all this space | |
| By mount_olyuyt to bethany wyll I go | |
| 320 | These wayes wyll I wandre and many mo |
| Nazareth / Bethleem / Montana Iude | |
| No trauayll shall me payne hym for to se | |
| His blessyd face yf I myght se and hym to fynde | |
| Serche I wolde euery coste and countre | |
| 325 | The fardest parte of Egypte or hote ynde |
| Sholde be to me but a lytell Iourne | |
| How is he thus gone or taken a_waye | |
| Yf I knewe the full treuth and certaynte | |
| Yet from this care released myght I be | |
| 330 | In-to wyldernes[s]e I thynke best to go wyldernesse] wylderneste 1520 |
| Syth I can no more tydynges of hym here | |
| There may I my lyfe lede to and fro. | |
| There may I dwelle and to no man appere | |
| To towne nor yet village wyl I not drawe nere | |
| 335 | Alone in woodes / in rockes / and caues depe |
| I may at myn owne wyll bothe wayle and wepe | |
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| My Ioye is translate full ferre in exyle | |
| My myrth is chaunged in-to paynes colde | |
| My lyfe I thynke endureth but a whyle | |
| 340 | Anguysshe and payne is all that I beholde |
| Wherfore my handes thus I wrynge and folde | |
| In-to this graue I loke / I call / I pray | |
| Dethe remayneth and lyfe is borne awaye | |
| Now must I walke and wander here and there | |
| 345 | God wote to what partyes I shall me dresse |
| With quakynge herte wepynge many a tere | |
| To seke out my loue and all my swetnesse | |
| I wolde he wyst what mortall heuynesse | |
| Aboute my herte reneweth more and more | |
| 350 | Then wolde he not kepe pyte longe in store |
| Without hym I may not endure | |
| His loue so werketh all within my breste | |
| And euer I wepe before this sepulture | |
| Syghynge full sore as my herte sholde breste | |
| 355 | Durynge my lyfe I shall optayne no reste |
| But mourne and wepe where that euer I go | |
| Makynge complaynte of all my paynfull wo | |
| Fast I crye but there is none audyence | |
| My comynge hyther was hym for to please | |
| 360 | My soule opprest is here with his abscence |
| Alas he lyste not to sette myne herte in ease | |
| Wherfore to payne myselfe with all dysease | |
| I shall not spare tyll he take me to grace | |
| Or elles shall I sterue here in this place | |
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| 365 | Ones yf I myght with hym now here speke |
| It were all my Ioye with perfyte pleasaunce | |
| So that I myght to hym my herte out-breke | |
| I sholde anone deuoyde all my greuaunce | |
| For he is the blysse of veray recreaunce recreaunce ='recreation, refreshment' | |
| 370 | But now alas I can nothynge do so |
| For in-stede of Ioye nought haue I but wo | |
| His noble corse within my hertes rote | |
| Depe is grauen whiche shall neuer slake | |
| Now is he gone to what place I ne wote | |
| 375 | I mourne I wepe and all is for his sake |
| Syth he is past here a_vow I make | |
| With hertely promyse and therto I me bynde | |
| Neuer to sease tyll I may hym fynde | |
| Unto his moder I thynke best to go | |
| 380 | Of her happy sone comforte may I take |
| But one thynge yet me fereth and no mo | |
| If I ony mencyon of hym make | |
| Of my wordes she wolde tremble and quake | |
| And who coude her blame she hauyng but one | |
| 385 | The sone borne away the moder wyll mone |
| Sorowes many hath she suffred truly | |
| Syth that she hym fyrst conceyued and bare | |
| And .vii. thynges there be moost specyall | |
| That drowned her herte in sorowe and care | |
| 390 | Yet lo in no wyse may they compare |
| With this one now the whiche yf she knewe | |
| She wolde her paynes euery_chone renewe | |
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| Grete was her sorowe by mannes seynge | |
| Whan in the temple Symeon_Iustus | |
| 395 | Shewed to her these wordes prophetynge |
| (Tuam animam pertransibit gladius) | |
| Also whan Herode that tyraunt furyous | |
| Her chylde pursued in euery place | |
| She knewe for his lyfe went mercy ne grace | |
| 400 | She mourned whan she thought hym lost and gone |
| Full longe she sought or she founde hym agayne | |
| Whan he went to deth his crosse hym vpon | |
| It was to her eye-syght a ruthfull payne | |
| Whan he henge theron bytwene theuys twayne | |
| 405 | And the spere vnto his hert was thryst ryght |
| She sowned downe to the grounde ther pyght | |
| Whan deed and all blody in her lappe laye | |
| His body with hande and fote all to_torne | |
| She cryed out and sayd now wale_awaye | |
| 410 | Thus arayed was neuer man be_forne |
| Whan hast was made his body to be borne | |
| Unto this sepulture here to remayne | |
| Unneth for wo she coude herselfe susteyne | |
| These sorowes .vij. lyke swerdes euerychone | |
| 415 | The moder herte wounded from syde to syde |
| But yf she knewe her sone were thus gone | |
| Out of this worlde she sholde with deth ryde | |
| For care she coude no lenger here abyde | |
| Hauynge no more Ioye and consolacyon | |
| 420 | Then I here stondynge in this stacyon |
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| Wherfore her to se I dare not presume | |
| From her presence I wyll my-selfe with_drawe | |
| Yet I had leuer to dye and consume | |
| Then his moder sholde haue ony more payne | |
| 425 | Nethelesse her sone wolde I se full fayne |
| His presence was very Ioye and swetnesse | |
| His absence now but sorowe and sournesse | |
| There is no more syth I hym may not mete | |
| Whome I desyre aboue all other thynge | |
| 430 | Nedes I must take the soure with the swete |
| For of his noble course I here no tydynge | |
| Full ofte I crye my hondes ofte I wrynge | |
| My herte alas relenteth all in payne | |
| Whiche wyll brest I fere both senowe and vayne | |
| 435 | Alas how vnhappy is this wofull houre |
| Wherin is thus spended my seruyce | |
| For myne entent and eke my trewe laboure | |
| To none e[f]fecte may come in ony wyse effecte] enfecte 1520 | |
| Alas I thynke yf he do me dyspyse | |
| 440 | And lyste not to take my symple obseruaunce |
| There is no more but deth is my fynaunce fynaunce ='ending'; see OED s.v. finance n1, 1 | |
| I haue hym called (Sed non respondet mihi) | |
| Wherfore my myrthe is chaunged in-to mornynge | |
| O dere lorde (Quid mali tibi feci) | |
| 445 | That me to comfort I fynde none erthely thynge |
| Alas haue compassyon of my cryenge | |
| Yf from me (Faciem tuam abscondas) | |
| There is no more but (Co[n]sumere me vis) Consumere] Comsumere 1520 | |
| sig: B3 | |
| Within my herte is grounded thy fygure | |
| 450 | That all this worlde the horryble tormente |
| May not it aswage it is without mesure | |
| It is so brennynge it is so feruente | |
| Remembre lorde I haue ben dylygente | |
| Euer the to please onely and no mo | |
| 455 | My herte is with the where-so-euer I go |
| Therfore my derlynge (trahe me post te) | |
| And let me not stonde here thus desolate | |
| (Quia non est qui consoletur me) | |
| My herte for the is all dysconsolate | |
| 460 | My paynes also nothynge may moderate |
| Now yf it lyste the to speke with me a_lyue | |
| Come in hast for my herte asonder wyll ryue | |
| To the I profer my poore seruyse | |
| The for to please after myn owne entente | |
| 465 | I offer here as in deuoute sacrefyce |
| My boxe replete with precyous oyntemente | |
| Myn eyen twayne wepynge suffycyente | |
| My herte with anguysshe fulfylled alas | |
| My soule eke redy for loue about to pas | |
| 470 | Nought elles haue I the to please or paye |
| For yf my herte were golde or precyous stone | |
| It sholde be thyne without delaye | |
| With hertly chere thou sholde haue it anone | |
| Why suffrest thou me than to stonde alone | |
| 475 | Thou hast I trowe my wepynge in dysdeyne |
| Or elles thou knowest not what is my name | |
| sig: [B3v] | |
| Yf thou with_drawe thy noble dalyaunce | |
| For ought that euer I dyspleased the | |
| Thou knowest ryght well it is but ignoraunce | |
| 480 | And of no knowlege for certente |
| Yf I haue offended lorde forgyue me | |
| Glad I am for to make full repentaunce | |
| Of all thynges that hath ben to thy greuaunce | |
| My herte alas he welleth within my chest | |
| 485 | So sore oppressed for anguysshe and payne |
| That all to peces forsothe it wyll brest | |
| But yf I se thy blessyd corse agayne | |
| For lyfe ne deth I can not me refrayne | |
| Yf thou make delay thou may be sure | |
| 490 | My herte wyll lepe in-to this sepulture |
| Alas my lorde why farest thou thus with me | |
| My trybulacyon yet haue in mynde | |
| Where is thy mercy where is thy pyte | |
| Whiche euer I trusted in the to fynde | |
| 495 | Somtyme thou were to me both good and kynde |
| Late it please the my prayer to accepte | |
| Whiche with teres I haue here be_wepte | |
| On me thou ought to haue very rewth | |
| Syth for the is all this mournynge | |
| 500 | For syth I to the applyed fyrst my trewth |
| I neuer varyed with dyscordynge | |
| That knowest thou best myn owne derlynge | |
| Why constreynest thou me thus to wayle | |
| My wo for-soth can the nothynge auayle | |
| sig: [B4] | |
| 505 | I haue endured withouten varyaunce |
| Ryght as thou knowest thy louer Iust and trwe | |
| With herte and thought ay at theyr ordenaunce | |
| Lyke to the saphyre alway in one hewe | |
| I neuer chaunged the for ony newe | |
| 510 | Why withdrawest thou my presence |
| Syth all my thought is for thyn absence | |
| With herte entyere swete lorde I crye to the | |
| Inclyne thyne eeres to my petycyon | |
| And come (Uelociter exaudi me) | |
| 515 | Remembre my hertes dysposycyon |
| It may not endure in this condycyon | |
| Therfore out of this paynes (Libera me) | |
| And where thou arte (Pone me iuxta te | |
| Let me beholde o Iesu thy blessyd face | |
| 520 | Thy fayre gloryous aungelyke vysage |
| Bow thyn eeres to my complaynt | |
| For to reconceyue me out of this eage reconceyue: an error for receyue?eage: =age | |
| Alas my lorde take from me this domage | |
| And for my desyre for mercy condecende | |
| 525 | For none but thou my greuaunce may amende |
| Now yet good lorde the I beseche and praye | |
| As thou reysed my broder Lazarus | |
| From deth to lyfe vpon the .iij. daye | |
| Come agayne in body and soule precyous | |
| 530 | As grete a thynge mayst thou shewe vnto vs |
| Of thy-selfe by the power of thy god_hede | |
| As thou dyde of hym lyenge in graue deed | |
| sig: [B4v] | |
| My herte is wounded with thy charyte | |
| It brenneth it flameth incessauntly | |
| 535 | Come my good lorde (ad iuuandum me) ad] ad ad 1520 |
| Now be not longe my payne to multyply | |
| Lest in the meane-tyme I departe and dy | |
| In thy grace I put bothe hope and credence | |
| To do it pleaseth thy magnyfycence | |
| 540 | Floodes of deth and trybulacyon |
| In-to my soule I fele entred full depe | |
| Alas that here is no consolacyon | |
| Euer I wayle / euer I morne and wepe | |
| Wherby care hath my herte wounded depe | |
| 545 | O depe loue no meruayle it is though I dye |
| (Sagitte tue [f]ixe sunt michi) fixe] sixe 1520 | |
| Wandrynge in this place as in wyldernesse | |
| No comforte haue I nor yet assuraunce | |
| Desolate of Ioye replete with fayntnesse | |
| 550 | None answere receyuynge of myn inquyraunce |
| My herte also greuyd with dyspleasure | |
| Wherfore I may saye (O deus deus | |
| Non est dolor sicut dolor meus) | |
| My herte expresseth (Quod dilexi multum | |
| 555 | I may not endure though I wolde full fayne |
| For now (Solum superest sepulcrum) | |
| I knowe it ryght well by my huge payne | |
| Thus for to loue I may not lyfe sustayne | |
| But o god I muse what eyleth the | |
| 560 | (Quod sic repente precipitas me) |
| sig: [B5] | |
| Alas I se it wyll none other-wyse be | |
| Now must I take my leue for euer-more | |
| This bytter payne hath almoost dyscomfyte me | |
| My loue[s] corse I can not in no wyse restore loues] loue 1520My loue[s] corse: cf. my loues chere, above | |
| 565 | Alas to this wo that euer I was bore |
| Here at this tombe now must I dye and sterue | |
| Deth is aboute my herte for to kerue | |
| My testament I wyll begyn to make | |
| To god the fader my soule I commende | |
| 570 | To Iesu my loue that dyed for my sake |
| My herte-rote and all both I gyue and sende | |
| In whose ardent loue my lyfe maketh an ende | |
| My body also vnto this monumente | |
| I here bequyeth with boxe and oyntemente | |
| 575 | Of all my wylles lo now I make the laste |
| Ryght in this place within this sepulture | |
| I wyll be buryed whan I am deed and paste | |
| And vpon my graue I wyl haue this scrypture | |
| Here within resteth a gostely creature | |
| 580 | Crystes true louer mary_Magdeleyn |
| Whose herte for loue brast in peces tweyn | |
| Ye vertuous women tender of nature | |
| Full of pyte and of compassyon | |
| Resorte I pray you vnto my sepulture | |
| 585 | To synge my dyrige with grete deuocyon |
| Shewe your charyte in this condycyon | |
| Synge with pyte and lette your hertes wepe | |
| Remembrynge I am deed and layde a_slepe | |
| sig: [B5v] | |
| Than whan ye begynne to parte me fro | |
| 590 | And ended haue your mournynge obseruaunce |
| Remembre where-someuer ye go | |
| Alwaye to serche and make dewe inquiraunce | |
| After my loue my hertes sustenaunce | |
| In euery towne and euery vyllage | |
| 595 | Yf ye may here of his noble ymage |
| And yf it happe by ony grace at the laste | |
| That ye my trewe loue fynde in ony cost | |
| Say that his magdaleyn is deed and paste | |
| For his pure loue she hath yelde vp her goste | |
| 600 | Say that of all-thynge I loued hym moost |
| And say that I myght not this deth exchewe | |
| My paynes so sore dyde euer renewe | |
| And in token of loue perpetuall | |
| Whan I am buryed in this place present | |
| 605 | Take out my herte the very rote and all |
| And close it within this boxe of oyntement | |
| To my dere loue make therof a presente | |
| Knelynge downe with worde lamentable | |
| Do your message speke fayre and tretable | |
| 610 | Say that I to hym my-selfe commende |
| A thousande tymes with herte so fre | |
| This poore token say to hym I sende | |
| Pleaseth it his goodnes to take it in gree | |
| It is his owne of ryght it is his fee | |
| 615 | Whiche he asked whan he sayd longe before |
| Gyue me thyn herte I desyre no more | |
| sig: [B6] | |
| Adieu my lorde my loue so fayre of face | |
| Adieu my turtyll-doue frende of hewe frende of hewe ='of friendly appearance' | |
| Adieu my myrth / Adieu all my solace | |
| 620 | Adieu alas my sauyour lorde Iesu |
| Adieu the gentyllest that euer I knewe | |
| Adieu my moost excellent peramoure | |
| Fayrer than rose swetter than the lely-floure | |
| Adieu my hope of pleasure eternall | |
| 625 | My lyfe my welth and my prosperyte |
| My herte of golde / my perle orentall | |
| My adamont of perfyte charyte | |
| My chefe refuge and my felycyte | |
| My conforte and all recreacyon | |
| 630 | Fare-well parpetuall saluacyon |
| Fare-well myn emperour celestyall | |
| Moost beaute_full prynce of mankynde | |
| Adieu my lorde of herte moost lyberall | |
| Fare-well swetenesse bothe soule and mynde | |
| 635 | So louynge a spouse shall I neuer fynde |
| Adieu my souerayne and very gentylman | |
| Fare-well dere lorde hertely as I can | |
| Thy wordes eloquent flowynge in swetnesse | |
| Shall no more alas my mynde recomforte | |
| 640 | Wherfore my lyfe must ende in bytternesse |
| For in this worlde shall I neuer resorte | |
| To the whiche were my heuenly dysporte | |
| I se alas it wyll none other be | |
| Now fare-well the grounde of all dygnyte | |
| sig: [B6v] | |
| 645 | Adieu my fayrest that euer was bore |
| Alas I may not se thy blessyd face | |
| Now wayle_awaye that I shall se no more | |
| Thy blessyd vysage so replete with grace | |
| Wherin is prynted my perfyte solace | |
| 650 | Adieu my herte-rote and all for euer |
| Now fare-well I must frome the dysceuer | |
| My soule for anguysshe is now full thrysty | |
| I faynt ryght sore for heuynesse | |
| My lorde / my spouse (Cur me derelinquisti) | |
| 655 | Syth I for the suffer all this dystresse |
| What causeth the to seme thus mercylesse | |
| Syth the it pleaseth of me to make an ende | |
| (In manus tuas) My spyryte I commende. | |
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| ¶Here endeth the complaynte of the louer of cryst Saynt mary_Magdaleyn. Enprynted at London in Fletestrete at the sygne of the Sonne by Wynkyn_de_Worde. | |